anxiety

I can’t believe the level of anxiety I have going into my F I N A L chemo.

I know that there is excitement because it is the 8th and last one, but there is also anxiety. The 7th round wasn’t my most spectacular, even if I contributed to it a little by being stubborn, and I’m scared that I’ll be sick again.

I guess I can only do what I can (like take care of myself, not push too hard) and CALL Triage if anything starts to go sideways.

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namaste